"Your blogs feels like being copied from somewhere", casually my wife said these words when I was in a dire need of some motivation for writing. "Why?", I asked while removing this insulting dart from my heart. "Because you hardly speak the kind of stuff you write. It's quite unbelievable for someone to understand that you, whose choice of words is either 'hmm..' or 'Is it?' can have such a diversified vocabulary", my wife said, again casually. I was fuming up with her judgmental attack but then I calmed myself down and thought about her opinion and strangely it started making some tiny sense. It really is a challenge for someone who is not outspoken not to be judged like this.
In my mind, I started going back in time to find a battle of words which I had encountered recently. Last three days, I had been at home. Leave battle, I could hardly find a discussion around 1000 words long. It was 3 days back when I had been into civilization and had a day out with friend but then I could hardly remember any distinct discussion. 'What a waste of a fellow,' I entered into self critisism mode. With social networking, the emotional or otherwise outburst mostly end up with a status in Facebook or Whatsapp. So real conversations are becoming rare and rare. No I am not talking about whole human race. All these observations are strictly related to me. Am I reaching a level where my introvert tag is now replaced with 'mute'. I shudder with this thought and posts this blog before I approach nearest human, which being my wife is a perfect candidate as it was she who made that accusation (or did she not?), to have some vocal interaction.
In my mind, I started going back in time to find a battle of words which I had encountered recently. Last three days, I had been at home. Leave battle, I could hardly find a discussion around 1000 words long. It was 3 days back when I had been into civilization and had a day out with friend but then I could hardly remember any distinct discussion. 'What a waste of a fellow,' I entered into self critisism mode. With social networking, the emotional or otherwise outburst mostly end up with a status in Facebook or Whatsapp. So real conversations are becoming rare and rare. No I am not talking about whole human race. All these observations are strictly related to me. Am I reaching a level where my introvert tag is now replaced with 'mute'. I shudder with this thought and posts this blog before I approach nearest human, which being my wife is a perfect candidate as it was she who made that accusation (or did she not?), to have some vocal interaction.
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